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Thursday, August 22, 2002

 
4yetryuhtuj

 
rtg



Tuesday, April 16, 2002

 
shit that was meant to be in list form

 
DO YOU
Smoke: nope
Do drugs?: smoke the occasional joint
Have a partner? no but i wish!
think that you will ever get married? yep,eventually!
Play an instrument?: bass when im motivated
Believe there is life on other planets?: nah
Read the newspaper?: only the employment section
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes, when you are hopelessly in love…
Consider love a mistake?: not love…lust, yes.
Like the taste of alcohol?: chick drinks – yes. Beer – hell no…makes hme wanna chuck
Have a favourite candy?: strawberry cupachups
Believe in magic?: nah not really. its all a trick
Believe in God?: yeah
Pray?: occasioanllu
Go to church?: yeah
Have any secrets?: yeah I do
Have any pets?: acat called Haidee
Do well in school?: I never tried
Go to or plan to go to college?: im at uni right now
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: yep yep…
Have any piercing/tattoos?: tunnles, 2nd ear piercing, tragus, eyerbwo and im getting a FSF tat and lipring soon
Hate yourself?: a fair bit. mainly for not saying anything to michael
Wish you were some one else?i wish i was someone that michael could love.
Have an obsession?: music and the internet. Although, they probably could be considered addictions.
Collect anything?: cds, ND stuff, millencolin stuff
Have any bad habits?: internet addiction, biting nails, being obsessive over a certain guy
Believe in Satan? : yes. its brtiney spears.
Believe in ghosts?:kinda
Believe in the Tooth Fairy?: nup
Trust others easily?: a bit too easliy.
Like noise?music?: I don’t think I would be able to live without music…
I need: SYDNEY!!!!!!
I want: michael
I wish: that i was in sydney living with michael
I love: michael
I hate:being torn between sydney and adelaide
I fear: rejection of any type…
I hear: dahsboard
I Smell: nothing
I wonder: why i feel so emo and why i let jared get to me

LAST TIME
you smiled: today when i got my photos
Laughed: dunno...
Cried: last night from missing everyone so much
Bought something: sunday
Danced: last week at warped
Were sarcastic: pfft I don’t know
Kissed someone: Jared. that was about 2months ago
Talked to an X: today
Watched your favourite movie: ages. i wanna see SLC punk again!
Had a nightmare: cant remember!
Last book you read: considering I’m not doing English anymore…it was probably my chemistry essentials book.
Last movie you saw: Beautiful mind with Dan and Michael
Last song you heard: Turpentine chaser- DashBC

HAVE YOU EVER
loved someone? i love someone right now
been kissed? yes
tried to kill someone? nope but have wanted to kill bec amos
almost been killed? yes i almost killed me and michael in the car the other day
been shot at? nope
sat in the middle of the road? ummm yeah when i was stoned with jesea
walked alone in the street? today
gotten drunk? friday night
fallen in front of everyone u know? not for a while
held someone's hand by accident? daniel grabbed mine, but that was tolead me into the pit for Barjar
dressed up for Halloween? when I was like 8 or something…remember this is Australia.
dressed up as Britney Spears? not a fan of that look
wanted to be famous? all the time so i can travel and see michael
dated an older person? last time was Mark. all the toehrs were younger :S
done something illegal? yeah... heard of weed?
considered someone of your same sex hot? gwen. shes my goddess

NAME 4 BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
* always being on the internet
* being emo all the time
* not doing uni work
* falling for dickhead guys

NAME 4 PEOPLE CURRENTLY ON YOUR BAD SIDE:
* i think me and michael left on bad terms
* bec amos
* erin. u annoy me. jared and the boys HATE u get that into your head!
* tom. you annoy me too.

NAME 4 SCENTS YOU LOVE:
* michael
* bread
* strawberrys
* vanilla

NAME 4 THINGS YOU'D NEVER WEAR:
* hot pants
* a g-string. i like comfort
* white tight pants
* rubber gloves on my head

NAME 4 ANIMALS YOU LIKE:
* tigers
* frogs
* monkeys
* ducks

NAME 4 TV SHOWS YOU LOVE:
* What U Want
* Big Brother
* heartbreak high
* simpsons

NAME 4 CELEBRITIES YOU DON'T LIKE:
* the savage garden dude
* nikki webster
* LASH – I hate them all
* ummmm..... Kevin Bacon

NAME 4 DRINKS YOU REGULARLY DRINK:
* any juice
* water
* fruit boxes
* breezers/cruisers/stollies

NAME 4 ICE CREAM FLAVORS YOU LOVE:
* vanilla
* honeycomb
* choc chip
* strawberry

NAME 4 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOURSELF:
* I want michael to love me
* I want my feelings towards jared to fuck off
* i want toast
* I like eating honey

NAME 4 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT YOUR FAMILY:
* i have a twin thats one year younger than me called claire
* my sister is in china and i want her here now
* Kris is in south Cali and i wish i was!
* mum had a shit at me for asking if we had bread

NAME 4 OF YOUR CLOSEST FRIENDS
* Jesea
* Troll
* michael
* nat

NAME 4 HOBBIES YOU LIKE
* listening to music
* internetting
* going to gigs
* sleeping

NAME 4 PET PEEVES
* lots of make up
* getting booted off the net
* fake people
* people who give me shit for just being my normal self…I fucking hate it and it really seeps into me

5 bands people should give a listen:
01. further seems forevr
02. hot rod circuit
03. alkaline trio
04. hey mercedes
05. saves the day

Top 5 things that turn you on about people:
01. personality…especially if theyre funny
02. hair
03. piercing sometimes
04. smile
05. smell

Top 5 movies you watch all of the time:
01. hi -8
02. SLC punk
03. fight club
04. clueless
05. umm..... dunno another one... Dude wheres my car! DUH!

The Top 5 cds/songs in your stereo right now:
01. hot Rod Circuit- sorry about tomorroq
02. Hey MErcedes- Everyday fireworks
03. Vagrant compliation
04. New Amsterdams- Never You Mind
05. Dahsboard- So impossibke
06. FSF/Recess thoery- from the 27th state

Top 5 things people should know about you:
01. I wish I was in sydney still
02. I like music
03. I miss all nsw people
04. I don’t like uni
05. I got my parcel:)

Five things on your desk right now:
01. wrist bands
02. photos
03. uni books
04. mixture of cds
05. glasses

Top 5 things you say the most:
01. rad
02. SOoo GOOD
03. awesome
04. FSF!!!
05. hahaha no doubt

Top 5 things you do not understand about your own sex:
01. why there so damn superficial
02. why they always have to dress to impress
03. why theyre so bitchy
04. whats the deal with white pants
05. why they pay out people who are "diff"



Monday, April 15, 2002

 
boys stuff everything up.

 
im talking to jared on MSN and he just sent me a flower. and then he called jess a slut. hmmm now hes not saying anything.
tomorrow when im bored during the day ill write out a diary of everything that happened while i was in sydney and then later in the day ill post it on here



Wednesday, April 10, 2002

 
SHUT UP MITCH I WANNA GO TO SLEEP! grr mitch and kiwi are loud

 
im in sydney now, having a fucking rad fullllly siiiick time. wish id taken more photos at warped. been hanging out with michael heaops which makes mikki very happy. ill write more when the trip ends



Wednesday, April 03, 2002

 
i was thinking of buying a ticket to tomorrows warped but really i better not. then ill have shit all money for sydney.
damn no one good is online. well this sucks doesnt it!

 
okay this is long but its mine and Dans talk tonight:
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
im meant to be at uni
Jet Black says:
oooo
Jet Black says:
get ur ass there
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahaha too late almost
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
ooo what a rebel i am
Jet Black says:
killer
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
lol. how was tafe?
Jet Black says:
boringggg
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hehe aww
Jet Black says:
boreddd
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
me too.
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
what to do what to do.
Jet Black says:
play
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
play what
Jet Black says:
games
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
like?
Jet Black says:
i dunnnnnnno
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahaha truth or dare haha
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
wiat that wont work
Jet Black says:
just truth then
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
err okay
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
u first
Jet Black says:
ok
Jet Black says:
do u sing in the shower?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
sometimes. if i ahve a song in my head
Jet Black says:
k
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
you?
Jet Black says:
it was my question!
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
dang!!! ummm lets see.... have u ever peed in a public pool
Jet Black says:
haha no
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
ok
Jet Black says:
ever skinny dipped?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
once. yes
Jet Black says:
haha when
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
when i was in sydney in 2000
Jet Black says:
where at?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
umm in this resort in the blue mountains actually. with some friends
Jet Black says:
guys too!?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
yup
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
2 guys
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
3 girls
Jet Black says:
haha rad
Jet Black says:
drunk?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
nope
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
that was when i was edge
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
but markus was drunk. and he dived in and cracked his head on the bottom
Jet Black says:
ouchhhh
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
yeah it looked gross. i have photos of his face after and its so bad and it was at this church camp thing so we had alot of trouble explaining ourselves in the morning
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
oh man that night was rad
Jet Black says:
haha
Jet Black says:
did he have a small doodle
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
who? markus?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
nah wasnt small. wasnt huge
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
u ever done a nudey run?
Jet Black says:
nopeees
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
why not?
Jet Black says:
haha
Jet Black says:
was he all excited
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahaha!!!
Jet Black says:
dunno, never had a chance
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
never had the chance? every party is a chance!!
Jet Black says:
bahhhh
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
lol
Jet Black says:
whos turn is it
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
yours
Jet Black says:
k
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hehe
Jet Black says:
who do u dream about
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
no one in particular. lets see what was my dream about last night.... i bashed up pixie.
Jet Black says:
whoever pixie is..
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
ben pix... anyway yeah....
Jet Black says:
its a guy?? fag
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahahah! its his last name he cant help it
Jet Black says:
ur turn
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
ok....
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahaha sorry to disapoint i dont dream about u hehe
Jet Black says:

--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
thinking thinking...
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
do u have an innie or an outie
Jet Black says:
innnie
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
haha me too
Jet Black says:
rockn
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
it would suck to have an outie
Jet Black says:
it would
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
eew imagine what it would look like pierced
Jet Black says:
haha
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:

Jet Black says:
my turn
Jet Black says:
wot underwear do u prefer on guys
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
boxers
Jet Black says:
rockn
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
or them boxer brief things
Jet Black says:
ew
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahaha better than jocks!
Jet Black says:
yup
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hehehe what do u think of chicks who wear boxers and their pants all low like boys
Jet Black says:
depends
Jet Black says:
i prefer they dont
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
ah okay.
Jet Black says:
cause then u know theyre not wearin a g string..
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
hahaha so g strings do it for ya
Jet Black says:
sometimes
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
k
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
i just asked 2
Jet Black says:
aska diff one
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
y?
Jet Black says:
cause twas mine
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
???
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
no it wasnt!!!!
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
i asked a diff one
Jet Black says:
mmkay
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:

Jet Black says:
do u have a double bed?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
nope. only a single. you? (thats not my q)
Jet Black says:
single
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
aww
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
haha
Jet Black says:
:/
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
?"!
Jet Black says:
snuffin
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
lol. okay how old were u when u had ya first gf?
Jet Black says:
16
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
awwww!!! i was 14 i think. haha bad bad that one was
Jet Black says:
does suck
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
he was the biggest loser
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
actually he seemed cool. hes in jail now.
Jet Black says:
haha
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
how funnys that!
Jet Black says:
wot did he do
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
drug dealing and possession
Jet Black says:
hehe
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
like cocaine or something
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
ur turn
Jet Black says:
ummmmmm
Jet Black says:
last time u watch porn?
--->mikki<--- three more sleeps says:
never
Jet Black says:
sericas?
Jet Black says:
aight

 
okay heres the deal
i love michael. l i like him so much and have for so long.
ive also been talking to his best friend lots. played truth or dare tonight. starting to think he is very chool indeed.
how can i like 2 best friends??
thats just askin for trouble when i get to sydney

im over jared.



Tuesday, April 02, 2002

 
becky amos doesnt geddit. read this:
something that, well, i so want you to see that i care and stuff and as much as u dont want me round, i can prove 2 u that i can be and want to be a friend to you. we were friends once...can't we try to bring that back? i'm gonna give u the thing either way.
Love,
Becky


oh well if she wants to give me a present im not gonna refuse

 
i said that i would call michael today but i really dont feel like it. i will probably call him on friday instead. yeah ill do that. nothing better to do on friday. ill be hungover but meh what can ya do.
WOOHOO my interpunk.com stuff has been shipped which means it will arrive here in adelaide while im away so ill get it when i get back oh fuck yes!!!
2 more sleeps to go. it still doesnt seem like i am actually going.

 
wow i didnt think that worked last night because blogger wouldnt work. well thats aiight then
my skirt still smells like smoke

 
im not sure how i feel about anyone anymore.
my friends are turning on me when they really should be trying to support me
i dont know which guys i like or why.
i want to write a really long thing in here but im just scared mums gonna bang thru the door.
is it possible for me to start to develop something for dan?
and thats just so weird. i mean its the guy i have loved for so longs bestest friend. but lately hes been so extra friendly and hes really funny. we get along well and stuff. i guess i will just have to wait it all out until sunday when i see both of them again. and then ;ater in the week when i do stuff with both of them seperately.
im planning on doing a trip to newcastle and suprising Daniel (the OTHER dan... best friend of MINE dan). dunno if i will or not. i think i freaked him out that nite on the phone after i cut myself. hmmmm
okay i dunno whats going on in my head.

 
wow dan was serious about the movies. go team!

 
my eye hurts



Monday, April 01, 2002

 
wow i didnt think that last one was gonna work coz the puter froze!

 
bought new wallet today.
walked outta uni again.
dave gave me his phone number. i think he likes Natalia though
jared wasnt working
didnt have my hey merc cd yet
had to have my ID pic taken
felt sick today
no ones online
going to go eat more food. get nice and fat for my time in skidney.





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